Somehow, with no particular reason I have realized that even getting close to god is not an easy task. I have heard from many people when you are distressed it is easier to get on to the heavenly side.
In tough times people tend to bow down in front of HIM and ask for help.
Am I different? Why I don’t go unto HIM and lay my head into HIS lap even when I am so distressed and dejected from the world around me. It is not that my Atheistic attribute over-shadows over my agnostic self or is it that I don’t want to get a label of mean sumptuous being who only goes into HIM when loses the battle of Truth and False.
People take me wrong or they don’t understand me or am I a hard student to learn the gimmicks of a follower or a tough teacher who cannot explain the lesson of being a stoic faith runner.
I have loved and being loved. I have worked and fell into the bed of laziness. I have smiled and also cried when needed. I have fought the ME and YOU, MINE and YOURS and have lost in each.
I bow to THEE for all this and wait till my head grow heavier to fall into HIS feet. Lets not be me happy…lets see smile on HIS face.
In tough times people tend to bow down in front of HIM and ask for help.
Am I different? Why I don’t go unto HIM and lay my head into HIS lap even when I am so distressed and dejected from the world around me. It is not that my Atheistic attribute over-shadows over my agnostic self or is it that I don’t want to get a label of mean sumptuous being who only goes into HIM when loses the battle of Truth and False.
People take me wrong or they don’t understand me or am I a hard student to learn the gimmicks of a follower or a tough teacher who cannot explain the lesson of being a stoic faith runner.
I have loved and being loved. I have worked and fell into the bed of laziness. I have smiled and also cried when needed. I have fought the ME and YOU, MINE and YOURS and have lost in each.
I bow to THEE for all this and wait till my head grow heavier to fall into HIS feet. Lets not be me happy…lets see smile on HIS face.
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